http://rednwhite.rotahall.org/?p=75
http://www.legacy.com/StarNewsOnline/Obituaries.asp?Page=LifeStory&PersonId=101336622
This happened a couple of months ago but I couldn’t bring myself to connect what I had said in that post and what happened last January until now.
Live every second like its your last.

Heh.

My life.
As of right now, I work two jobs.  I do trivial office work for two hours between classes Monday through Friday, then I work 4 nights a week as a waiter.  I’m going to class for the most part, aside for Chemistry, which is at 9 am.  I would go, but the professor offers [...]

Blah

Sometimes I feel worthless.
Then I stop and remind myself that we are all worthless.

Halp.

So finally realizing that the idea of a big man in the sky watching what I do, and eventually judging how I lived my life and either allowing me an eternity in heaven or an eternity in the depths of hell was a completely ridiculous idea, I’ve recently been questioning the purpose of me being [...]

W-w-w-what

rednwhite2190: yeah, see…at what point does it actually become worth it?
dumbblonde1806: after you’ve retired?
rednwhite2190: we spend our lives merely achieving our objectives, moving from goal to goal, yet in the end we still perish into nothing
rednwhite2190: sure, you’ve retired, and you have your assets, and your past, and if your assets are mediocre, what’s the [...]

Eek

As light becomes dark, so does it that again it becomes light, day after day. However, unlike the never ending cycle of night and day, our only life is but a single beacon of light in linear time, surrounded on both sides by and infinite darkness. As Macbeth says, “Life is but a walking shadow, [...]

Reminiscing.

Facebook has lead me to find a couple of old friends from middle school.
Dis is a gewd thing.

College~

Things are looking better toward my admission to NC State.
Talked to my school counselers, who were atypically helpful.  They called the admissions office, and told me to send an e-mail ASAP asking to change my second choice major to First Year College, instead of a specific field of engineering.  She apparently was quite suprised that [...]

It’s A New Year

And I feel wretched right now.
One thing I hate about the holidays, is that I always screw up my sleep pattern. As of right now, I’m sleeping from 2 or 3 AM to 11 AM. Which isn’t good, considering tomorrow I’ll have to get up at 7:30.
So not am I only feeling horrible [...]

It’s A New Year

And I feel wretched right now.
One thing I hate about the holidays, is that I always screw up my sleep pattern. As of right now, I’m sleeping from 2 or 3 AM to 11 AM. Which isn’t good, considering tomorrow I’ll have to get up at 7:30.
So not am I only feeling horrible [...]